A relation called Smile...

Quite a few semesters have passed at my institute and i still wonder why is it that i gel very well with some people and know i can get along well with some others, but above all know that i would never be able to befriend the rest...? Took me an effortless realization to find out that the answer lies in one of the most beautiful gifts of the Creator to the creation, and that is Smile.

A pure simple smile travels across the room, over the windows, the greens , the roads, hostels and cities... Even the slightest of the smiles can be felt across boundaries on telephone calls. The heavy heart lightens and enlightens the mind to start over reconsidering the difficulties again... for the sake of those who care about us, and are not aware of what goes inside us when we listen to their smile when no ray of hope was seen...

But then what is it that stops those few others to spread this gesture of warmth and comfort to the people around? Or is it me who has closed myself to the restricted 'some' and turn a skeptical eye to the smiling others? While the former seems to be convincingly true, the latter gives a completely new turn to this blog... ;) On a second thought, i recall myself trying to commence the conversation with the same old bad smile of mine, today itself, but obviously knocking on the doors closed permanently for me...

Continuing my good experiences with the golden smile, what surprises me is how A wrinkles his lips to bring a smile on my face while B can smile at me as many times in the day as we pass by... no words are exchanged, no handshake is holding the bond upright, but the thread of smile connects us to a relation beyond words. Then comes a thought that who is, pardon me for this, a better friend of mine? Is it A, who struggles his unwillingness to acknowledge looking at me, but still has a soft corner in his heart for me to finally share his happiness with me? Or B who has been a smilingly boring friend of mine since ever?

I think me writing all this is itself explaining my feelings towards both... but i wish the C could see that my heart is still open for him...