You, my name

You, my name

eyes half closed, opened
Your sweet lips, cuddling
the blanket closer, shined
the moon this dark night, eclipsed
since ages, like, prepared
to not hear You, my ears
and then You called my name

called me for the dinner, hungry
my heart, i knew, love
not for me, for i, no dear
then why came here, near, dear
why, feed the brute, morbid
came to life
its when You called my name

i knew, ain't real, i
knew this ain't, You
coming to my life, how
allow to enter, go
let me go, hold me
for i, no hold, for i
no dear, for, i, no name

PS: Sounds childish, doesn't it? As if I don't know the basic rules of grammar :) I wanted it to turn out this way less, and to reflect the muddled up feelings in my heart more. Actually as some of you might have guessed, this describes a short dream I just had, someone dear calling out my name, inviting for dinner, it can happen only in dreams, right? And my horde of feelings after that... well if seen from my perspective, each line has a story of its own, obviously!